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Tuesday, August 22nd, 2006
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12:42 pm
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So, I will just list all of the things that are making me nervous (anxiety) right now:
*The world is supposed to end today. *My birthday is in 4 days. (I get birthday anxiety every year.) *I cannot become 100 pounds fast enough. *Finding a skirt in time for my Birthday dinner. *Going to foodland today to buy milk. (If you only knew the people who lived around here!) *I left my Vogue magazine at home and I would really like to read it now. *Arm fat. It is gross. Ugh. *My nails are getting too long. I need to cut them. *The idea of being NERVOUS MOST OF ALL!
current mood: anxious current music: Doris Day
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| Monday, August 14th, 2006
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3:01 pm
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So, I will be honest- Mr. Clean Magic Eraser is the BEST cleaning product. I love it. I do.
I think my birthday is in 12 days. That is scary! It is okay though, I am going out to a 19th century tavern for dinner. <3
My meal will consist of: Stuffed Quail Garlic Mashed Potatoes Vegetables and for desert! -> Warm Bread Pudding
I am very excited!
current mood: content
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| Friday, August 11th, 2006
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10:26 pm
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I am so glad I am not at the house tonight. There is a party going on. I hate parties. The only thing I hate more than parties is people. I guess by reading this, one can tell that I am not social. No I am not. I absolutely hate socializing. Yes, I want to be a proffesseur, but that is different. I will not be socializing with my students. I will talk and they will listen. Or, so I should hope. Anyway, I am not in a great mood tonight.
I saw Celton tonight. He did not fuss today! Yay! He loves for me to hold him. I love to hold him too. He fell asleep in my arms. It was the best feeling. I cannot wait until I am old enough to have one of my own. They are precious. I hope when I have a child, they will be a sweet as he is.
Dan brought Clark Gable into the house today. Usually he is the one to say "No." to him. I am glad that he did. He is warming up to him. That is good. I love Clark Gable and Dan. Together they are badass. And the only life I have.
current mood: annoyed
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| Wednesday, August 9th, 2006
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10:10 pm
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So, living here is not working out for me too well. I love living with Dan, but I am constantly picking up after everyone else. I feel like I am their parent. It is really beginning to upset me. Kelly screamed at me last night for something so incredibly silly. Well, I did not take that well so I was infuriated and still am. She had no right to speak to me the way that she did. All I ever do is try to do nice things for people and I get that shaft. That being said, I have begun apartment hunting, in the hopes of finding a place for Dan and I.
Clark Gable is doing well. I have been spending a lot more time with him. Today he slept in the rose bushes while I was weeding. I thought it was adorable.
My birthday is in seventeen days. I will be 18. This makes me nervous. But, what doesn't?
current mood: rejected
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| Monday, August 7th, 2006
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11:53 am
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So, I have decided to possibly start using my account again.
I am not sure why, other than the fact that I have things to write about now.
List of new things about Meghan: -I have a beautiful new nephew named, Celton. He is 5 months old now. Intense! -I live in Pittsburgh, PA. -I will be attending the Art Institute in October. -I lost 41 lbs. (so far) -I do not have any friends. -I need a job. -I have not been to a show in possibly 8 months or more. -I have a new ally cat named "Clark Gable". > He gets all the lady cats. -I am in debt to my family and college has not begun yet. -I bought a car last April. It is a Ford Focus Hatchback. <3 -I think I broke my thumb yesterday. I cannot move it, and it has swelled up. -Mexicans think girls cannot do anything. It makes me hate them more. The end!
Please leave me comments. I have not talked to anyone on here for mmm decades!
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