urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xtear_it_upx Meg Hate Meg Hate 2006-08-22T16:51:43Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xtear_it_upx:18753 2006-08-22T16:51:43Z 2006-08-22T16:51:43Z So, I will just list all of the things that are making me nervous (anxiety) right now:<br /><br />*The world is supposed to end today.<br />*My birthday is in 4 days. (I get birthday anxiety every year.)<br />*I cannot become 100 pounds fast enough.<br />*Finding a skirt in time for my Birthday dinner.<br />*Going to foodland today to buy milk. (If you only knew the people who lived around here!)<br />*I left my Vogue magazine at home and I would really like to read it now.<br />*Arm fat. It is gross. Ugh.<br />*My nails are getting too long. I need to cut them.<br />*The idea of being NERVOUS MOST OF ALL! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xtear_it_upx:18550 2006-08-14T19:09:08Z 2006-08-14T22:13:42Z So, I will be honest- Mr. Clean Magic Eraser is the BEST cleaning product. I love it. I do.<br /><br /><br /> I think my birthday is in 12 days. That is scary! It is okay though, I am going out to a 19th century tavern for dinner. &lt;3<br /><br />My meal will consist of:<br />Stuffed Quail<br />Garlic Mashed Potatoes<br />Vegetables<br />and for desert! -&gt; Warm Bread Pudding<br /><br /> I am very excited! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xtear_it_upx:18180 2006-08-12T02:33:29Z 2006-08-14T22:12:32Z I am so glad I am not at the house tonight. There is a party going on. I hate parties. The only thing I hate more than parties is people. I guess by reading this, one can tell that I am not social. No I am not. I absolutely hate socializing. Yes, I want to be a proffesseur, but that is different. I will not be socializing with my students. I will talk and they will listen. Or, so I should hope. Anyway, I am not in a great mood tonight. <br /><br /> I saw Celton tonight. He did not fuss today! Yay! He loves for me to hold him. I love to hold him too. He fell asleep in my arms. It was the best feeling. I cannot wait until I am old enough to have one of my own. They are precious. I hope when I have a child, they will be a sweet as he is.<br /><br /> Dan brought Clark Gable into the house today. Usually he is the one to say "No." to him. I am glad that he did. He is warming up to him. That is good. I love Clark Gable and Dan. Together they are badass. And the only life I have. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xtear_it_upx:17940 2006-08-10T02:18:49Z 2006-08-10T02:18:49Z So, living here is not working out for me too well. I love living with Dan, but I am constantly picking up after everyone else. I feel like I am their parent. It is really beginning to upset me. Kelly screamed at me last night for something so incredibly silly. Well, I did not take that well so I was infuriated and still am. She had no right to speak to me the way that she did. All I ever do is try to do nice things for people and I get that shaft. That being said, I have begun apartment hunting, in the hopes of finding a place for Dan and I.<br /><br />Clark Gable is doing well. I have been spending a lot more time with him. Today he slept in the rose bushes while I was weeding. I thought it was adorable.<br /><br />My birthday is in seventeen days. I will be 18. This makes me nervous. But, what doesn't? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xtear_it_upx:17708 2006-08-07T15:58:36Z 2006-08-07T15:58:36Z So, I have decided to possibly start using my account again.<br /><br />I am not sure why, other than the fact that I have things to write about now.<br /><br />List of new things about Meghan:<br />-I have a beautiful new nephew named, Celton. He is 5 months old now. Intense!<br />-I live in Pittsburgh, PA.<br />-I will be attending the Art Institute in October.<br />-I lost 41 lbs. (so far)<br />-I do not have any friends.<br />-I need a job.<br />-I have not been to a show in possibly 8 months or more.<br />-I have a new ally cat named "Clark Gable". &gt; He gets all the lady cats.<br />-I am in debt to my family and college has not begun yet.<br />-I bought a car last April. It is a Ford Focus Hatchback. &lt;3<br />-I think I broke my thumb yesterday. I cannot move it, and it has swelled up.<br />-Mexicans think girls cannot do anything. It makes me hate them more. <br />The end!<br /><br />Please leave me comments. I have not talked to anyone on here for mmm decades!