Dead Girls Don't Cry

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 16:51:43 GMT

So, I will just list all of the things that are making me nervous (anxiety) right now:

*The world is supposed to end today.
*My birthday is in 4 days. (I get birthday anxiety every year.)
*I cannot become 100 pounds fast enough.
*Finding a skirt in time for my Birthday dinner.
*Going to foodland today to buy milk. (If you only knew the people who lived around here!)
*I left my Vogue magazine at home and I would really like to read it now.
*Arm fat. It is gross. Ugh.
*My nails are getting too long. I need to cut them.
*The idea of being NERVOUS MOST OF ALL!

Mon, 14 Aug 2006 19:09:08 GMT

So, I will be honest- Mr. Clean Magic Eraser is the BEST cleaning product. I love it. I do.

I think my birthday is in 12 days. That is scary! It is okay though, I am going out to a 19th century tavern for dinner. <3

My meal will consist of:
Stuffed Quail
Garlic Mashed Potatoes
Vegetables
and for desert! -> Warm Bread Pudding

I am very excited!

Sat, 12 Aug 2006 02:33:29 GMT

I am so glad I am not at the house tonight. There is a party going on. I hate parties. The only thing I hate more than parties is people. I guess by reading this, one can tell that I am not social. No I am not. I absolutely hate socializing. Yes, I want to be a proffesseur, but that is different. I will not be socializing with my students. I will talk and they will listen. Or, so I should hope. Anyway, I am not in a great mood tonight.

I saw Celton tonight. He did not fuss today! Yay! He loves for me to hold him. I love to hold him too. He fell asleep in my arms. It was the best feeling. I cannot wait until I am old enough to have one of my own. They are precious. I hope when I have a child, they will be a sweet as he is.

Dan brought Clark Gable into the house today. Usually he is the one to say "No." to him. I am glad that he did. He is warming up to him. That is good. I love Clark Gable and Dan. Together they are badass. And the only life I have.

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 02:18:49 GMT

So, living here is not working out for me too well. I love living with Dan, but I am constantly picking up after everyone else. I feel like I am their parent. It is really beginning to upset me. Kelly screamed at me last night for something so incredibly silly. Well, I did not take that well so I was infuriated and still am. She had no right to speak to me the way that she did. All I ever do is try to do nice things for people and I get that shaft. That being said, I have begun apartment hunting, in the hopes of finding a place for Dan and I.

Clark Gable is doing well. I have been spending a lot more time with him. Today he slept in the rose bushes while I was weeding. I thought it was adorable.

My birthday is in seventeen days. I will be 18. This makes me nervous. But, what doesn't?

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 15:58:36 GMT

So, I have decided to possibly start using my account again.

I am not sure why, other than the fact that I have things to write about now.

List of new things about Meghan:
-I have a beautiful new nephew named, Celton. He is 5 months old now. Intense!
-I live in Pittsburgh, PA.
-I will be attending the Art Institute in October.
-I lost 41 lbs. (so far)
-I do not have any friends.
-I need a job.
-I have not been to a show in possibly 8 months or more.
-I have a new ally cat named "Clark Gable". > He gets all the lady cats.
-I am in debt to my family and college has not begun yet.
-I bought a car last April. It is a Ford Focus Hatchback. <3
-I think I broke my thumb yesterday. I cannot move it, and it has swelled up.
-Mexicans think girls cannot do anything. It makes me hate them more.
The end!

Please leave me comments. I have not talked to anyone on here for mmm decades!